Calling Back all of the Shellys

I begin to have conversations with myself where certain situations and people have hurt or made me question myself as a woman. 

My beauty, my abilities, my value, my desires, my wants, my needs, do I ask too much, am I not enough, is being vulnerable and showing who I really am a deterrent?

It was my wounded feminine, the pain of the woman I desire to be.

I’ve seen depictions of the “wounded feminine” but I’ve always processed it in how I respond or react, not a past version of myself where something changed how I saw myself as a woman.

Not as a version I needed to chat with, show love, and welcome back.

Today I went back to the girl and to the various versions of myself to work on their wounds. 

Wounds that I’ve been reliving. 

The ones where I’ve lost trust in myself and trust in those I’ve loved.  The ones that have not been protected by, me and others.

To the woman who has questioned herself, her beauty, her strength, how special she was, her value and her choices…

I sat, seeing all of those versions of myself lining up behind me, those who have not had what they needed from me and others. 

I sent them love, healing, forgiveness, grace, so they could heal and take their place back inside of me. To allow me to fully embody who I am meant to be now.  To rise with my past no longer defining how I see myself.

Then promising to be there for myself moving forward.  I pictured all of the women I will become and sent them the protection they will need to accept their destiny.

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